halo ppl. life is getting more and more boring. book out for two week but no place to go. is like wasting time everyday. keep quarrel with my meimei. really dun understand life. is relationship really more important den blood relationship.sometime really wish that i not born in this life. miss my didi alot.really hope he can come out soon so that there is at least someone close to share my problem.hais.sometime in life i feel that we dun really need to have colourful life but at least there more den black and white.can someone pls save my out of boringness life i having now.i really wish to go movie and go shopping.i dun wan everyday drink and drink and drink.is like useless life.hiassss.

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Halo people.So long since i post liao.Today is my Birthday but nothing special happen.This is my 21st birthday that have no gf beside me.This year birthday is like not that fun even it is 21th birthday.Open BBQ on 7thmay and invited few good few as i wan a simple birthday.Yesterday went drinking and singing.Really drink alot.thank Momo ah long ryan and co for celebrating for me.Realy have lot of fun yesterday.While drinking the time Birdy called me and i was shock.She told me that she and her bf break liao.In my mind i was think what she trying tell me.But in the end i still dun get what she mean.Birdy i know that u really love him lot and u need time to forget him or wait for him.But did u think before.what the point holding to something that already have so many crack.Really hope u find someone better.He dun wan treasure u.there still many other willing to love u with heart de.Today i went to yishun safra.Just because of miss turtle.But really have fun today too.Miss turtle.Sick liao must drink lot of water la.Remenber today we just made our first promise and u say u will not broke it de.Must steady hor.HAHA.really hope i can find someone by my side during my 22th birthday.I DUN WAN CELEBRATE ALONE WITHOUT A GF DURING BIRTHDAY.

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Halo people.nothing much to post also.this few day keep on in camp.Is like so boring but kinf of happy.I going ORD liao.So dun really need do stuff.This few day kind of worry of her but dun really wan ask about it.As it time for her to learn.Miss lot of ppl.My birthday coming and they so many ppl i wan invite cannot even come.Didi i miss u alot.take care ppls.

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Halo People.Hais now day life is getting the same.Sleep whole day at home today as sat at my house BBQ and it like not as fun as last time.Yesterday is like so tired.Seeing her beside my bed yet there nothing much we can really talk so in de end i just watch her sleep.At 3plus she left my house and i feel like telling her that i will miss her but in de end i did not.HAHA.Really hope she can find someone that really can give her happiness.Why is the world gg on.We always hurt those people that really care for us and get hurt by those that we love?

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Halo all i back again.Too many xinshi.Today thought that it will be a better day but yet still the same.Today went AMK with my mother to pei her see doctor.Today my sister and her bf quarrel cause of me.Cause of my last time MISTAKE.Hais.Now my life i left nothing much.Left my FATHER MOTHER BROTHER AND SISTER.I cannot afford to lose anyone of them.Now my didi already go in boy home and it really pain my heart alot.I really dun wish lose another one.God pls dun let anyone of them leave me cause of my mistake.

Another stuff.Today i went to see her facebook and i find that she went out with her Friend which make me sad and happy.For the happy side is she still the cheerful girl i know and for the sad part.She can really live without me.I asked her to update her blog daily but in the end there still no update.Hais forget it ba.Since i already say that i will not care for her den let it be ba.

Can anyone tell me if my life will be better if i be a bad man or a normal man?I so tired liao?

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Halo i back again.This few day so free.Today abit sick so went poly clinic to take MC.Haha.Dun need go sembawang for course.Yesterday is like so sick.Sleep very early.Before sleep i meet up with her.talking to her de last time.As in my mind there still alot of ??????? which i dun like to have.Really thought that it will be a happy night but in de end it become a night that i will never forget.To her i still de same as other guy.To her she still think that i wan hurt her.Haisss.After meeting her.I sent her home.While sending her home i type msg and it really long .it like 5page.Actually want send her to her doorstep but i really dunno how face her so i left her after LRT reach her house.Nvm ba everything is OVER.Maybe i should not care her so much.She have her own life.Take good care of urself.Must not let other bully u anymore.MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

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Haloo all.
Today is such a tired day.Early in the morning i went Sembawang camp to have my course.After that i went running.Today really like a mad dog.I CHAO CHAO run 10km.Plan to meet her as i know alot of stuff happen to her.But i dunno why she wan cover for those ppls that hurt her.She choose to run away from problem.She choose to lie to me and it like really hurt my heart.I finally break down as i know i the one that cause her to be in this stats.Hais.My tear started to roll down.I called her and i know she still care that i someone in her heart.Finally,we both have a good talk.Seeing she fall in tear really break my heart too but i have no choice but telling her the fact which i know is hurtful.But i know she will try to change after that as she first time see me crying.This is the last time i be telling her this kind of words.As it time for her to learn.If she dun wan help herself no ppls can help her.I have a few words for her here.Ermm u should know that ppls is making use of u.So pls wake up ur ideas.Dun go hurt those that truely love you by heart.As they dun deserve those pain done by you.I once regretted and i hope u will not take the same PATH as me.Remenber they still many ppls out there really do love u be HEART.
Thank Birdy for telling me so much thing for life.I had listen to you and try telling her my heart words.She wan listen or not i will not care anymore.At least i now do not have any regret toward her.Birdy you really someone i RESPECT.A kiss for u MUACK

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Halo People

It been so long since i post.Maybe too much stuff had happen to me.Now day my life is like totally s0 boring.Really miss my didi alot as he already inside liao.Thinking of the past.Is like so fun.With my didi,brian,dajon,xjon,ryan and joel etc.But now day,one by one left me.I feel that my life is like totally no colour.Last time always got lots of entertainment.Always go drink eat play.Now day i always stay in camp if not stay home.It getting more and more simple.I did miss lot of ppl.{ Ryan,Xjon,brian,Didi }Miss the time when we go Fishing Swimming BBQing Slacking and alot more.{ Peter,Jini and phili }Miss the time we at lor 11 and my didi chalet.Talking like a idiot and playing idiot game which make me drink so much.Miss the time when we go Thai disco and always protecting me like own BROTHER.{ Tianglee and jianhan}We are once such a close friend till we do almost the same stuff and enjoy together for our secondary life.But i know u all have ur own life now so will not ask so much from u all.{ Lana,Theresa,camiliar,Peimin,Tiff and Patricia }We are once a pair but fate did not bring us luck.In so many of my ex.U all are the only one that i once truely love and really wish to be with.So really hope that u all will always be happy and smile always.{ Chinteng Birdy } Thank for talking to me so much i know u already try ur best.But i know u have ur own life too.so really hope that u will stay happy and last long with ur bf.

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halo people.........

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hi ppl

Now day life for me is like HEll.Even i always go out with ppl and it just like keep Drinking till my heart feel pain.Now in camp doing duty for camp mate.This few day my CSM dunno what really happen to him.Punish me till like i gg crazy.Must be me doing something wrong that make him unhappy.Really sorry if i done something wrong as i know Csm is a good guy.Really miss my family and fren out there.Hope i can come out real soon to have fun with u all.This few day really must be a good boy dun make my CSM angry.Hope thing will be fine soon.

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Yawn till now i still waiting for C to reply my message in FB.
I wan know what she really think.
Maybe this our last good chat.
As my case think sure go in jail de.
Today i whole day thinking of C read de message already not or she does not wan reply.
C if u see my blog post den go read ur FB de message den give ur comment.
I hope that u can reply by heart.
I do not wan see u saying word that u are not confident with.
All i hope now is u really me a LAST true message.
This week really a busy week almost everyday in camp.
Duty finish den another duty.
Next week going to have a good rest which i promise myself.
I wan go shopping and do stuff that i will feel happy.Hope C will msg me say come pei me go Watch Yellow Yellow that we haven finish.

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halooo all

This few day nothin much post once again.
Just feel like posting.
Got to know one fren.
I call her kuku bird and lao mu ji.
This few day really thank her for making me smile so much.
We finally meet yesterday.
Actually she say dun wan ppl follow just both of us but in de end her fren wan come.
So become many ppl go.
Yesterday wan like omg sian till dunno how say.
Say wan watch movie den in de end never.
In de end i saw u leaving with ur sister and did not pei me.
Saying u will pei me next week.
What de point kuku bird.
Our first meeting already like that.
From a veri sweet chat we have till now i dun even dunno what to talk about.
Just hope everythin will be fine for u.
Remenber to eat more ar so skinny.
Remenber nothin is more important den staying happy and smile always jiayou.

haloooooo allll

Now a day really so boring
Dun even know what to do next or where to go next
Life is like so boring
Why i cannot be like other keep smiling
In camp keep wan come out
But when come out dun really know where to go
Kind of NO LIFE
Can anyone tell me what to do mah
I really long time never really smile
I now keep wan gamble again
But i scare go back those day when lose alot till very stress


SoOOOooOo siaNnnNnnnnNnn

This few week photo taken dunno what to Post so only PHOTO

Halo all Sorri for not Posting so long.
As now a day realli have no mood to update anystuff.
Will be Posting lots of photo tml.
My life is like so boring now a day.
This month i doing so many duty even now i still in camp Blogging.
Hope thing will get better den i will not burn my saturday liao.
If not no time for my family and brother out there.
All i can say now is really sian.
Miss those day with Tianglee and Jianhan going out almost everyday.
This month we brother must meet hor.
Together eat steamboat and talk cock.
Cya guy love u all LOTLOT.

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Hiii i back Posting again.Now still doing Duty waiting for handover.So so boring.Actually dunno what to post but online so anyhow post.wanted to book out fast den can go walk walk see girl.Next week so song dun need to book in.care all.cya.

Hiii Sian lo today DUTY again.Hais.Early in de morning wake up to do Duty really not good.This few day so lifeless lo.At camp CAMP sleep wake up eat smoke den back to sleep.Mood is getting better liao.At least never anyhow go think think.This coming Monday going back to ex school find camilia.So long never see till her liao sure will weird weird de but really kind of wanting to see her.Hope that she this few day really doing fine.jiayou i know u can slowly become good girl that everyone love.Remenber drink lot of water as you told me you are sick.care.

This few day really very xin ku as i sick lo.I having fever this few day.yesterday still 38.9degree.Hais.This few day keep sleep at home and rest at home.Nothing but sleep and sleep.That all bah cya guy.

Hais so boring now at camp still doing duty.Cannot fall asleep so back posting.Now feeling so cold sia as de office so cold.Buay tahan.My mind is like so blank now.Dun even know what i really want.Keep on use com while doing duty but nothing much to surf.Hais dunno what i trying to do also.Maybe life really not that colourful for me now so cannot even really smile.Take care all.Now a day dun really want go out.Cya soon when mood get better.


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Early in the morning book in camp already as having DUTY today.So boring now.At camp nothing do so posting.Past four day really sux.Having leave but did not go anywhere.Keep on at home watch DVD den fall sleep till next day.Hais is my life going to be like that.Me and camilia finally OVER.Maybe this was de best ending for both of us.As really a very tired relationship.For the time being.Maybe i should find a older girl as more easy to communicate.In my life i have two very good friend.Jian han and Tiang lee.Both of them having good life.Such as Jianhan and his GF already on a stable relationship[1year++]He already driving car.Tianglee also have is Bike and he a guy that happy go lucky de.He also have jobs so no worry.About me.I a LOSER.Till now have nothing but always slack around and make people think i am gangster.Hais.So tired of my own life.When will be my turn to have a lasting relationship and my own Bike or Car.I will try my very best.JIAYOU KENNY U CAN DO IT DE.

Today is just like a very tired day as yesterday ton at felicia meimei de house there to wait for morning so that i pei my mother go down AMK HQ.Early in de morning meet my mother liao den went down with sheena felicia jonathan and my mother.After bailing my didi den went amk hub there to eat.Follow my mother go play jackpot den never win or lose.Today my mood is like keep going down as yesterday Bi still care for me ask me why go ton but today she just like disappear from the air.Hais.Today is like christmas eve but not much place go without a couple so now slacking at Felicia meimei house.Going home soon bah.This few day de leave really wasted.Hope thing will get better.Cya all.

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My Didi the Birthday cake

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HAHahHAhaHa.So HAPPY lo.Today did not realli go lot of place.wake up liao de meet my Camilia at her house downstair den go my meimei felicia house.At her house me told Camilia that we should not patch as i do not want think of de past.And she get de wrong idea that i dun love her or dun wan be with her.haha.But i told her in de end that we dun patch but can start all over again.Our new story started at 121209.ReallY hope that this time everything will be fine.As i realli love her alot.BIBI hope you will treasure de last chance.den after that i send her home liao den i went back felicia mei de house slack as her mother had cook for us.I thought her mother cooking will be good BUT in de end de food take like LOL.around de same cooking as felicia.After that i go hospital to take MC haha.Dun feel like going back army.Today i should meet my bibi earli as she reach sengkang earli but i ton so in de end bibi went to her mother house first.haha.now she so lazy lying on my sofa SINGING SONG.lol.Heng my house de glass not much.Realli hope that me and bibi can hold on to wind and wave this time as i realli love her.

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halooo all

I deleted all my old post liao.i now going to rewrite again.hais.Fate is playing me.i always want a long term relationship but it realli fated that if i serious i will be de one getting all de hurt.when i play around ppls say that i just a hongster and like to play girl.But i get to know a girl name camilia.Our story started at 131109 and it end just a few day.during this few day she stay in hospital and i realli worry lot for her and visit her almost everyday.But i suddenly get to know she have other guy friend that talk sweet stuff to her and i feel unhappy with it.Den i called de guy and she angry.In de end we broke up.After broke up me did not realli go think of her as i feel it not worth at all.But in de end when she discharge.We talk on phone and msg lot.we even meet up.She realli treat me good and i suddenli ai san her again.In de end we patch up on 291109.I am realli happy as this time i got feel that she realli change alot.Not that hong anymore.I always say wan go fetch her at her house but in de end i lazy den she will say i go sengkang find you.It realli touch my heart.I realli think that she de girl i wan as she let me call her guy friend that hong her.i wan realli surprise and happy.And i think this time she realli serious in me.i decided to treat her with my heart and realli love her with my heart.On de day i in army she realli did not go out with other guy and who call her or msg her she will tell me.And she even did not smoke anymore.But mouth still smelly.cause keep scold bad words.But in my mind i thought we will realli last till year and even till she can marry.Hais but thing did not turn realli well.Her mother object us to be together as her mother say i got that one lot of girl and she feel unsafe for her daughter to be with me.in de end i dunno y she choose to be just my friend.

Word for You:Camilia i did not regret for know you.This few day you realli make me feel that i de most happy guy in de world.But realli thinking is our LOVE that WEAk.That day cause i love you and i face ur mother but in de end you disappoint me.And for today ur mother gan di come find me.I once again cause of you face it as i wan other know i realli love you and it not play play de.And ask me stop contacting you again.i never even go think even those i know he not happy with me and say see me one time will whack me one time.I directli told him that i will not give up on you just because of her mother dun allow or he not happy with me.I told him that i will not contact you if you do not wan as i realli respect what you choose.So ur mother called you and ask you if you wan contact kenny and you say YOU DUN WAN TO.This few word realli cut my heart.After that i promise ur mother that tuesday is our last contact.After settle with ur mother i directli msg to tell you.You told me u still wan contact me and asked me WO MEN HAI SHI PEN YOU MA.I told you No.you reply me with my full name *Kenny Toh Seng Ann,i dun care what i will still be ur friend.Why we just contact who will know.As what i know one day got ji hui to be together again when i am older* This few words nearli melt my heart again but i think it realli over.Thank for telling me that you wish to celebrate ur birthday with me but i dun think i will have de chance.even u say u will tell ur mother you wan contact me.you think we realli can be together not.our love is realli weak.cannot even take a wave or wind blow.But trust me.even now i cannot contact you i will stand farfar see you and try protect you without ur knowing.Realli hope that you will listen to what i say in de past even i not ur bf anymore.dun do anything that hurt urself,dun let other look down on you,dun look down on urself,be more guai,dun scold too much bad words,dun let other misuse you,protect urself and let other care you with heart*as in care you with action not WORDs*.And remenber if got xin she dun keep it to urself as there stil alot ppl that care for u.such as ur grandfather,father,mother and ur sister brother.and de most important take good care of ur HEALTH.Dun keep eat so much chocolate when you dun like drink plain water and dun drink too much cold water.ah bo later fever or asthma again.remenber nothing is more important den staying happy and smile always.I LOVE YOU.291109 will be keep deep in my HEART.

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