This few day really very xin ku as i sick lo.I having fever this few day.yesterday still 38.9degree.Hais.This few day keep sleep at home and rest at home.Nothing but sleep and sleep.That all bah cya guy.

Hais so boring now at camp still doing duty.Cannot fall asleep so back posting.Now feeling so cold sia as de office so cold.Buay tahan.My mind is like so blank now.Dun even know what i really want.Keep on use com while doing duty but nothing much to surf.Hais dunno what i trying to do also.Maybe life really not that colourful for me now so cannot even really smile.Take care all.Now a day dun really want go out.Cya soon when mood get better.


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Early in the morning book in camp already as having DUTY today.So boring now.At camp nothing do so posting.Past four day really sux.Having leave but did not go anywhere.Keep on at home watch DVD den fall sleep till next day.Hais is my life going to be like that.Me and camilia finally OVER.Maybe this was de best ending for both of us.As really a very tired relationship.For the time being.Maybe i should find a older girl as more easy to communicate.In my life i have two very good friend.Jian han and Tiang lee.Both of them having good life.Such as Jianhan and his GF already on a stable relationship[1year++]He already driving car.Tianglee also have is Bike and he a guy that happy go lucky de.He also have jobs so no worry.About me.I a LOSER.Till now have nothing but always slack around and make people think i am gangster.Hais.So tired of my own life.When will be my turn to have a lasting relationship and my own Bike or Car.I will try my very best.JIAYOU KENNY U CAN DO IT DE.

Today is just like a very tired day as yesterday ton at felicia meimei de house there to wait for morning so that i pei my mother go down AMK HQ.Early in de morning meet my mother liao den went down with sheena felicia jonathan and my mother.After bailing my didi den went amk hub there to eat.Follow my mother go play jackpot den never win or lose.Today my mood is like keep going down as yesterday Bi still care for me ask me why go ton but today she just like disappear from the air.Hais.Today is like christmas eve but not much place go without a couple so now slacking at Felicia meimei house.Going home soon bah.This few day de leave really wasted.Hope thing will get better.Cya all.

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HAHahHAhaHa.So HAPPY lo.Today did not realli go lot of place.wake up liao de meet my Camilia at her house downstair den go my meimei felicia house.At her house me told Camilia that we should not patch as i do not want think of de past.And she get de wrong idea that i dun love her or dun wan be with her.haha.But i told her in de end that we dun patch but can start all over again.Our new story started at 121209.ReallY hope that this time everything will be fine.As i realli love her alot.BIBI hope you will treasure de last chance.den after that i send her home liao den i went back felicia mei de house slack as her mother had cook for us.I thought her mother cooking will be good BUT in de end de food take like LOL.around de same cooking as felicia.After that i go hospital to take MC haha.Dun feel like going back army.Today i should meet my bibi earli as she reach sengkang earli but i ton so in de end bibi went to her mother house first.haha.now she so lazy lying on my sofa SINGING SONG.lol.Heng my house de glass not much.Realli hope that me and bibi can hold on to wind and wave this time as i realli love her.

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I deleted all my old post liao.i now going to rewrite again.hais.Fate is playing me.i always want a long term relationship but it realli fated that if i serious i will be de one getting all de hurt.when i play around ppls say that i just a hongster and like to play girl.But i get to know a girl name camilia.Our story started at 131109 and it end just a few day.during this few day she stay in hospital and i realli worry lot for her and visit her almost everyday.But i suddenly get to know she have other guy friend that talk sweet stuff to her and i feel unhappy with it.Den i called de guy and she angry.In de end we broke up.After broke up me did not realli go think of her as i feel it not worth at all.But in de end when she discharge.We talk on phone and msg lot.we even meet up.She realli treat me good and i suddenli ai san her again.In de end we patch up on 291109.I am realli happy as this time i got feel that she realli change alot.Not that hong anymore.I always say wan go fetch her at her house but in de end i lazy den she will say i go sengkang find you.It realli touch my heart.I realli think that she de girl i wan as she let me call her guy friend that hong her.i wan realli surprise and happy.And i think this time she realli serious in me.i decided to treat her with my heart and realli love her with my heart.On de day i in army she realli did not go out with other guy and who call her or msg her she will tell me.And she even did not smoke anymore.But mouth still smelly.cause keep scold bad words.But in my mind i thought we will realli last till year and even till she can marry.Hais but thing did not turn realli well.Her mother object us to be together as her mother say i got that one lot of girl and she feel unsafe for her daughter to be with me.in de end i dunno y she choose to be just my friend.

Word for You:Camilia i did not regret for know you.This few day you realli make me feel that i de most happy guy in de world.But realli thinking is our LOVE that WEAk.That day cause i love you and i face ur mother but in de end you disappoint me.And for today ur mother gan di come find me.I once again cause of you face it as i wan other know i realli love you and it not play play de.And ask me stop contacting you again.i never even go think even those i know he not happy with me and say see me one time will whack me one time.I directli told him that i will not give up on you just because of her mother dun allow or he not happy with me.I told him that i will not contact you if you do not wan as i realli respect what you choose.So ur mother called you and ask you if you wan contact kenny and you say YOU DUN WAN TO.This few word realli cut my heart.After that i promise ur mother that tuesday is our last contact.After settle with ur mother i directli msg to tell you.You told me u still wan contact me and asked me WO MEN HAI SHI PEN YOU MA.I told you No.you reply me with my full name *Kenny Toh Seng Ann,i dun care what i will still be ur friend.Why we just contact who will know.As what i know one day got ji hui to be together again when i am older* This few words nearli melt my heart again but i think it realli over.Thank for telling me that you wish to celebrate ur birthday with me but i dun think i will have de chance.even u say u will tell ur mother you wan contact me.you think we realli can be together not.our love is realli weak.cannot even take a wave or wind blow.But trust me.even now i cannot contact you i will stand farfar see you and try protect you without ur knowing.Realli hope that you will listen to what i say in de past even i not ur bf anymore.dun do anything that hurt urself,dun let other look down on you,dun look down on urself,be more guai,dun scold too much bad words,dun let other misuse you,protect urself and let other care you with heart*as in care you with action not WORDs*.And remenber if got xin she dun keep it to urself as there stil alot ppl that care for u.such as ur grandfather,father,mother and ur sister brother.and de most important take good care of ur HEALTH.Dun keep eat so much chocolate when you dun like drink plain water and dun drink too much cold water.ah bo later fever or asthma again.remenber nothing is more important den staying happy and smile always.I LOVE YOU.291109 will be keep deep in my HEART.

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