Halo people.nothing much to post also.this few day keep on in camp.Is like so boring but kinf of happy.I going ORD liao.So dun really need do stuff.This few day kind of worry of her but dun really wan ask about it.As it time for her to learn.Miss lot of ppl.My birthday coming and they so many ppl i wan invite cannot even come.Didi i miss u alot.take care ppls.

Labels: Boring life

Halo People.Hais now day life is getting the same.Sleep whole day at home today as sat at my house BBQ and it like not as fun as last time.Yesterday is like so tired.Seeing her beside my bed yet there nothing much we can really talk so in de end i just watch her sleep.At 3plus she left my house and i feel like telling her that i will miss her but in de end i did not.HAHA.Really hope she can find someone that really can give her happiness.Why is the world gg on.We always hurt those people that really care for us and get hurt by those that we love?

Labels: Always be missed

Halo all i back again.Too many xinshi.Today thought that it will be a better day but yet still the same.Today went AMK with my mother to pei her see doctor.Today my sister and her bf quarrel cause of me.Cause of my last time MISTAKE.Hais.Now my life i left nothing much.Left my FATHER MOTHER BROTHER AND SISTER.I cannot afford to lose anyone of them.Now my didi already go in boy home and it really pain my heart alot.I really dun wish lose another one.God pls dun let anyone of them leave me cause of my mistake.

Another stuff.Today i went to see her facebook and i find that she went out with her Friend which make me sad and happy.For the happy side is she still the cheerful girl i know and for the sad part.She can really live without me.I asked her to update her blog daily but in the end there still no update.Hais forget it ba.Since i already say that i will not care for her den let it be ba.

Can anyone tell me if my life will be better if i be a bad man or a normal man?I so tired liao?

Labels: Anyone pls help me

Halo i back again.This few day so free.Today abit sick so went poly clinic to take MC.Haha.Dun need go sembawang for course.Yesterday is like so sick.Sleep very early.Before sleep i meet up with her.talking to her de last time.As in my mind there still alot of ??????? which i dun like to have.Really thought that it will be a happy night but in de end it become a night that i will never forget.To her i still de same as other guy.To her she still think that i wan hurt her.Haisss.After meeting her.I sent her home.While sending her home i type msg and it really long .it like 5page.Actually want send her to her doorstep but i really dunno how face her so i left her after LRT reach her house.Nvm ba everything is OVER.Maybe i should not care her so much.She have her own life.Take good care of urself.Must not let other bully u anymore.MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

Labels: Missing you

Haloo all.
Today is such a tired day.Early in the morning i went Sembawang camp to have my course.After that i went running.Today really like a mad dog.I CHAO CHAO run 10km.Plan to meet her as i know alot of stuff happen to her.But i dunno why she wan cover for those ppls that hurt her.She choose to run away from problem.She choose to lie to me and it like really hurt my heart.I finally break down as i know i the one that cause her to be in this stats.Hais.My tear started to roll down.I called her and i know she still care that i someone in her heart.Finally,we both have a good talk.Seeing she fall in tear really break my heart too but i have no choice but telling her the fact which i know is hurtful.But i know she will try to change after that as she first time see me crying.This is the last time i be telling her this kind of words.As it time for her to learn.If she dun wan help herself no ppls can help her.I have a few words for her here.Ermm u should know that ppls is making use of u.So pls wake up ur ideas.Dun go hurt those that truely love you by heart.As they dun deserve those pain done by you.I once regretted and i hope u will not take the same PATH as me.Remenber they still many ppls out there really do love u be HEART.
Thank Birdy for telling me so much thing for life.I had listen to you and try telling her my heart words.She wan listen or not i will not care anymore.At least i now do not have any regret toward her.Birdy you really someone i RESPECT.A kiss for u MUACK

Labels: All the best to her

Halo People

It been so long since i post.Maybe too much stuff had happen to me.Now day my life is like totally s0 boring.Really miss my didi alot as he already inside liao.Thinking of the past.Is like so fun.With my didi,brian,dajon,xjon,ryan and joel etc.But now day,one by one left me.I feel that my life is like totally no colour.Last time always got lots of entertainment.Always go drink eat play.Now day i always stay in camp if not stay home.It getting more and more simple.I did miss lot of ppl.{ Ryan,Xjon,brian,Didi }Miss the time when we go Fishing Swimming BBQing Slacking and alot more.{ Peter,Jini and phili }Miss the time we at lor 11 and my didi chalet.Talking like a idiot and playing idiot game which make me drink so much.Miss the time when we go Thai disco and always protecting me like own BROTHER.{ Tianglee and jianhan}We are once such a close friend till we do almost the same stuff and enjoy together for our secondary life.But i know u all have ur own life now so will not ask so much from u all.{ Lana,Theresa,camiliar,Peimin,Tiff and Patricia }We are once a pair but fate did not bring us luck.In so many of my ex.U all are the only one that i once truely love and really wish to be with.So really hope that u all will always be happy and smile always.{ Chinteng Birdy } Thank for talking to me so much i know u already try ur best.But i know u have ur own life too.so really hope that u will stay happy and last long with ur bf.

Labels: Missing The Past