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I deleted all my old post liao.i now going to rewrite again.hais.Fate is playing me.i always want a long term relationship but it realli fated that if i serious i will be de one getting all de hurt.when i play around ppls say that i just a hongster and like to play girl.But i get to know a girl name camilia.Our story started at 131109 and it end just a few day.during this few day she stay in hospital and i realli worry lot for her and visit her almost everyday.But i suddenly get to know she have other guy friend that talk sweet stuff to her and i feel unhappy with it.Den i called de guy and she angry.In de end we broke up.After broke up me did not realli go think of her as i feel it not worth at all.But in de end when she discharge.We talk on phone and msg lot.we even meet up.She realli treat me good and i suddenli ai san her again.In de end we patch up on 291109.I am realli happy as this time i got feel that she realli change alot.Not that hong anymore.I always say wan go fetch her at her house but in de end i lazy den she will say i go sengkang find you.It realli touch my heart.I realli think that she de girl i wan as she let me call her guy friend that hong her.i wan realli surprise and happy.And i think this time she realli serious in me.i decided to treat her with my heart and realli love her with my heart.On de day i in army she realli did not go out with other guy and who call her or msg her she will tell me.And she even did not smoke anymore.But mouth still smelly.cause keep scold bad words.But in my mind i thought we will realli last till year and even till she can marry.Hais but thing did not turn realli well.Her mother object us to be together as her mother say i got that one lot of girl and she feel unsafe for her daughter to be with me.in de end i dunno y she choose to be just my friend.

Word for You:Camilia i did not regret for know you.This few day you realli make me feel that i de most happy guy in de world.But realli thinking is our LOVE that WEAk.That day cause i love you and i face ur mother but in de end you disappoint me.And for today ur mother gan di come find me.I once again cause of you face it as i wan other know i realli love you and it not play play de.And ask me stop contacting you again.i never even go think even those i know he not happy with me and say see me one time will whack me one time.I directli told him that i will not give up on you just because of her mother dun allow or he not happy with me.I told him that i will not contact you if you do not wan as i realli respect what you choose.So ur mother called you and ask you if you wan contact kenny and you say YOU DUN WAN TO.This few word realli cut my heart.After that i promise ur mother that tuesday is our last contact.After settle with ur mother i directli msg to tell you.You told me u still wan contact me and asked me WO MEN HAI SHI PEN YOU MA.I told you No.you reply me with my full name *Kenny Toh Seng Ann,i dun care what i will still be ur friend.Why we just contact who will know.As what i know one day got ji hui to be together again when i am older* This few words nearli melt my heart again but i think it realli over.Thank for telling me that you wish to celebrate ur birthday with me but i dun think i will have de chance.even u say u will tell ur mother you wan contact me.you think we realli can be together not.our love is realli weak.cannot even take a wave or wind blow.But trust me.even now i cannot contact you i will stand farfar see you and try protect you without ur knowing.Realli hope that you will listen to what i say in de past even i not ur bf anymore.dun do anything that hurt urself,dun let other look down on you,dun look down on urself,be more guai,dun scold too much bad words,dun let other misuse you,protect urself and let other care you with heart*as in care you with action not WORDs*.And remenber if got xin she dun keep it to urself as there stil alot ppl that care for u.such as ur grandfather,father,mother and ur sister brother.and de most important take good care of ur HEALTH.Dun keep eat so much chocolate when you dun like drink plain water and dun drink too much cold water.ah bo later fever or asthma again.remenber nothing is more important den staying happy and smile always.I LOVE YOU.291109 will be keep deep in my HEART.

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